valentines L

Sigh. Just an entry to maybe one day get sad and look back on hahah. Aashish you shaved and mascaped for nothing lmao. 3 weeks had past since you last got it and the girlfriend couldnt even properly talk to me about it. But I think I see her side of it all now. Makes sense why she does not want to, tired and all that. But today was the first time i didn’t feel loved. I didn’t feel appreciated. I didnt expect anything for valentines cause its more of a one sided one. But usually the gift is the women… would have been nice after doing so much, being able to seal the deal. I think im the issue. Girls don’t like me a whole lot, I maybe missed my prime window. Or right when I entered it, it was snatched. I’m always going to be with her and be happy with her but today was the first time it hurt. take this chance if you are reading this in the future. Look back and wonder did it workout at the end, how is it all going? Did we make it, did I make it haha? Arpun is so amazibg, let’ hope just. Not too short with me forever hahas. Fun fact, I used to hide my weed pen in the jacket linked

Hopefully this does not bite me in the ass